CRAZY

I have had a crazy day. I am exhausted. I just can't seem to get enough sleep!! Me...me...me...ugh Today, Lucy had issues with constipation. It took all day and a lot of prune juice to finally help her to pass all that she needed to pass. :( After she passed everything, she had a fever of 96 degrees! I didn't like that at all! Luckily it came down after some Ibuprofen and a little snooze. It is so hard to see your little baby in so much pain! I have been that stopped up and it is no fun! I have been in some pain for some time. It is not like cramping, which is what you would have normally with an early pregnancy, it is sharp pains on my right side and hip area. I wouldn't necassarily be worried about it, if it weren't just on one side. I wouldn't be so nervous if it were cramping instead of these sharp, stabbing pains!! This pregnancy has been nothing like my first. My first was less emotional and more physical. I was so sick, but had more energy. This one, I feel like I have NO energy and I cry aaaalllll the time. Like, I thought the first time I cried a lot....no, no way. And the way Lucy was today didn't make it any better. So, I go to the doctor tomorrow. We will see what he says and if he does an Ultrasound. I wouldn't mind it if he did, just so we could see that everything is ok. I want to enjoy Lucy as much as possible while I have this time by ourselves!! I would really hate it, if this got in the way. I know that probably sounds bad. Maybe even selfish, but I want my time with her!!! I mean I don't want my time taken away NOW! Its already going to be less time when the other baby gets here. I don't want that to start now!!!! She is such a Momma's Girl, too. I love how she is starting to reach out for me when she wants to be picked up or comforted. Or, how she puts her arms around me and her face in my neck! Those are such sweet moments and I want to eat them all up. I guess what I am afraid of is that she won't be as attached to me when the baby gets here, which is probably a good thing, but I want her to know that I love her just as much after the baby as I did before! Maybe I am being silly! It is so hard to wrap my mind around some things right now. Sammie's 28th Bday was yesterday. He didn't really want to celebrate, but I decided to surprise him at work with a cake and some lunch. It was fun and nice to eat lunch with him like we used too when he worked at Cracker Barrel! He had school last night, too. Mondays are so busy for him, but luckily he has only three classes left until he graduates. We will be having a party the night of his graduation, so anyone is welcome who reads this! He is very excited to finally be done with school! Well I was going to write more, but honestly I am just to tired! I will update the blog tomorrow so everyone knows what the doctor says. Ta-Ta for now!